You rescued me from my distress, <br />Found me abandoned, left alone in a mess. <br />I was deeply depressed, <br />Locked up inside surrounded by darkness. <br /> <br />I can't shake off this strait jacket feeling, <br />Don't know how to begin this process of healing. <br /> <br />My spirit has been stolen and shattered, <br />People walk all over me as if to them, I didn't matter. <br />I've fallen apart into tiny little pieces, heart is torn, self-esteem is low cuz I’ve been broken down. <br />Even when I’m down I couldn't rest one bit, got stomped upon, then kicked around til I no longer have strength to peep a sound. <br /> <br />Therefore I’ll restrain myself to this strait jacket feeling, <br />Don’t want to hold any angst towards the deepest, darkest <br />secrets that I may be revealing. <br /> <br />Don't know who to turn to as I went straight for my razor blade, <br />Shut my eyes as i take control and feel all my problems fade. <br />I have no one that I can trust or run to, it's just my blade and I. <br />Hopefully, someone can help save me before I drown in my puddle <br />of blood and slowly die. <br /> <br />[ I have so many friends with suicidal tendency. All I can do is love them and be there for them anyway possible. The last thing they need is to be put down or judged. Just CARE to LISTEN! ! ! ! Plz for those who are in the same situation, hang in there and have HOPE.]<br /><br />Tina Dang<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/strait-jacket-feeling-suicidal-tendency/
